time for a ride on the gummi ship?

omg if i can tell u HOW many times ive written this which i dont remember but if i could u would probably think im like weird or smth im just like really horrible at writing abt myself i tend to get either superrr boring or sad/sappy and stuff but ill try my best ill try my best sooo lets start! my name's yame or k, whichever u prefer, if both, idc!! im ur very average nerd. i like to watch shows mostly a-anime (it pains me to say that like what they have done 2 it is unspeakable) and play games and draw silly(gay) stuff abt it i also like to code, clearly although i wouldnt really call it a past time as i like coding only bc i can make cute web sites and web pages for myself but after that, its pretty much a hassle for me, so basically i like creating and such :3 im also cuban-american as well! as a kid in school and just in general tbh, i have a hard time making friends like i barely have any and when i do they arent exactly friends but it doesnt really affect me i mean ofc, its upsetting but im better by myself. im not reserved/closed off but very quiet and in my head, i tend to have conversations w myself and get along w myself, as weird as that sounds, i prefer doing stuff myself and being individual as i find hanging around others who suck as suchh a waste of time but ofc/again im not closed off to the idea of friends and i do have some online friends who i love and all but i find conversations and stuff very hard.

as a neurodivergent kid, i have a hard time expressing myself and all that, as much as i love it, people are just so mean imo and again, i really feel its a waste of time also a really pressuring task. i probably shouldnt be going off abt that tho LOL but for a more positive topic, expression and such is something i really care abt hence why creating is defo a hobby of mine. to kinda connect them ig, since people really just suck, i feel like theres nothing wrong w spending ur time at home drawing smth silly or writing ur own story or stories or even singing ur heart out. lots of people tend to feel indifferent abt this like my mom and dad(and not just them ofc), very typical mid life crisis hispanic behavior but my mom always yells at us for being at home and always shutting off when they ask to go out but again i dont find interest in leaving my house which im safe and comfortable at, just to walk around the same shopping areas and go to the beach when i dont find interest in that. i prefer going to cute shops that have my fave characters and such like when i visited the line store in nyc, i found eternal happiness there i think like i adore that and i feel that way abt everything. I'm very interest oriented since they mean sm to me! they impact me a lot i think and as i keep mentioning! they feel more worth investing in then being one of those teens who cry over a 6 week relationship. i tried liking a girl but all i did was hyperfixate on her (not in a creep way omg) and cry abt her, my aromanticness said no ToT so embarrassing.. (update; was not aware i was aroace..)

but anywho, to sum me up i say what i started off with was accurate i really am just ur average nerd but tbh i think thats fine! i like what i like, im not an incelic reddit guy like im not hurting anyone! or an insane twitter user just an insane instagram story spammer >_< (that isnt supposed to be serious i dont take pride in that..) and yes its true, am i annoying? am i a weirdo? am i a loser? oh most definitely but like again, who tf am i hurting!!!! people just love to be mean and hurtful and not even focus on the real problems people love to say stuff abt people who make everything a problem like the chronically online freaks(which are bad too ofc, not defendind them), when irl we do the same just bc someone is talking to themselves in public! yall are so weird! idk how i got to this but i think me being a weirdo is the only interesting thing abt me? its like always what i find myself writing abt when i attempt to do this omg weirdo with morals... /J i also like to be very sarcastic(is that the word?) but everyone always takes me too serious.. weeelll ima end it here ill definitely be rewriting this in the (near)future but ig another point if i dont! hopefully u enjoyed reading this? if even a bit ik it doesnt sum me up well and u still probably dont have a single clue abt who i really am like in terms of very basic shit not like anything deep LOL but like i dont wanna be one of those carrd users w the whole "this. that. this [nerd emoji] bc aside from the fact thats embarrassing to do on here/in general its also a really ugly format.. well hope u enjoy reading my other pages and just looking at the site ig :3 tysm 4 reading and see u!! toddles!! ^_^